Neo Godless

Pleasure

Thursday, November 05, 2009 1:42:47 PM

What is pleasure? Is that why we live? Where do you get pleasure? I know, for many people, eating is a big source of pleasure. I enjoy eating. I like brownies and icing and chocolate and ice cream. But I decided this summer that I didn't need the pleasure of eating as much as I wanted to have a healthier body. My logic is that my healthier body will let me get some other pleasures that I value more than eating. Do you see where I'm going with this?

Well relax, I don't know if I'll talk about that. I will talk about how I do enjoy compliments though. I'm even quite guilty of fishing for them at times. I also enjoy doing physical outdoor activities. I like going for hikes and swimming or just walking around somewhere cool. I like playing soccer, and I've been thinking that I'm excited to give soccer another shot this spring with a few less pounds to carry around, and hopefully some increased endurance as I continue to add cardio to my workouts.

But back on that other topic, and I've mentioned this before... I do find myself looking at very attractive girls and wanting to be attractive to them. I think about having a beautiful girlfriend. Is that what holds me back from being in any sort of relationship? I'm not saying I want a "trophy wife" but at the same time, I guess I still care enough about what other people think that I feel like I need to have a girlfriend that is universally attract enough to make people think highly of me.

Thursday, December 03, 2009 7:48:58 AM

Wow, you still do this site?

Jesse

 
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